[2003eclipse]

Relationships can be one of the hardest things to possibly do...EVER. Thats why many people choose to stay out of them, but if you both say your commited to eachother. What are you worried about Your're 18 and if you plan on marrying her you'll have the chance to stay with her for another 60+ years. So whats 105 days in the scope of things?
What exactly were you hoping to hear when you posted this, when you already know your not going to leave her she's not leaving you. Your mind is obviously set on staying with her not seeing someone is really difficult. I can understand your frustration I dated a girl for 3 months and she went three states away for the summer and didn't see her until 2 days before school started up again. So I know what its like to not see someone for 90 days.

As hard as it is to hear take your time slow down step back take it easy, and actually put it into play and make it work in your life... its something you have to do and will only make you both stronger in the long run. Best of luck bud.